If you can’t tell I’ve been struggling with writer’s block for about 2 months now. It seems like everything I write is shittier than normal so I get through half a blog post and give up in disgust. I’ll be surprised if I even finish this. I’m not exactly sure of the reasons why I’m finding it hard to hit the publish button but it may have something to do with the extra energy I’m spending on “being nicer to myself”.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve always overindulged myself (shoes, trips, scooters) but always neglected the “looking after myself” facet of life. For example, eating right, washing up after dinner, caring about my appearance. A large part of this was because I was lazy about it or as I liked to think “I have different priorities”. Well these priorities have done a bit of a switch – at least to some degree. Now I don’t surf the net and watch tv for 4 hours every night, I maybe only do it for 2 and spend the rest of the time cooking and washing up. I’m better for it because the food is a hell of a lot nicer since it hasn’t been frozen for six months and the kitchen is clean when I make breakfast in the morning.
The downside of all this is that my blog has been neglected since I don’t have anything to say apart from how good my dinner was last night. So I’m going to endeavor to find my voice again or at least try to post a bit more frequently. My seesaw needs to balance instead of banging from one side to the other.
Ok Amy, hit publish…..now!